every beat of my heart

SELF-OBSESSION

Thursday, March 15, 2007

♥ 5:31 AM

I have to address an issue.
I do not like Brandon!
I think that he is cute. That's all. Finished. The end. Fullstop. I mean, he's just a kid. A very very cute kid. HAHA. And mind you, he's younger than me. So it's impossible okay! Heh.

Anyway, nearly went out just now. But it was kind of cancelled and I was too lazy to find Sharlyn. Decided to rot at home and cam-whore by myself. HAH.

As you can see, I'm really really obsessed with myself :D

DAMN HOT AND CUTE AND. OMG. I'M IN LOVE.

I think I am a super independent girl I am super capable of shopping alone, cam-whoring alone and ummm, doing other things alone! HAHA. Darn, I have to start saving money man, I wanna go Wild Wild Wet and get a tan. Actually, Sentosa would do fine too. Oh yes, I want to use a new facial cleanser. I don't like Loreal anymore. I want the Garnier Light thingy! The lemon one! It seems kinda good. HAHA. I shall save up for that too! (:

ZHONGXI
You're sharky's food and that's final. HAHA. I'm not your food and I won't allow you to bite me. HAH. I'll feed you to the sharks before you can even scream! Bleah. And, STOP PRANKING CALLING ME. I feel like such an idiot when I hold the phone and say "hello?" for like 10 times. Tsk, you're damn evil. Yes, we shall watch a movie one day. ONE DAY. When of course, I'm freeeeeee. And you shall pon your training for me! HEH. Just kidding :D

I haven't really started studying this hols. I deserve to die. Okay, you know what, I think I shall go study now! I haven't touched the A Maths hols homework, my tuition homework, Chemistry homework and damn alot more. DIEEEEEEEEE. Oh yes, Charmaine, Shivani and Suzanna, free this sunday? Let's go tanning okay? (:

Goodbye people, weihui loves you! :D

I know I might have been kind of petty recently. I mean, I get angry because the person who said that was YOU. If anyone else said that I wasted their time, I wouldn't give a heck about it. I don't even understand why we are quarrelling so much recently. Everytime we start talking again, we'll just start fighting again. I try to pretend and act like I don't care and try to make myself believe that you're just kidding but sometimes it's just too hard. It seems to me that the only way that you show you care is by bullying me. I like you, I really do. But I don't understand why you're making things so hard. Maybe it's my fault that I read too much into things. You know that I like you. Is that why you think you can just do this to me? If you like me, tell me. If you don't, tell me too. Quit making everyone upset. You're making me really confused.

Edit.

Omg, I'm watching snakes on a plane now. Or something like that. FUCKING SCARY ): I hate shows like Poseidon (i think the spelling is like that), Primeval, thrillers in short. They make my heart beat damn fast. They are almost worse than Horror movies. Tsk, I still remember myself screaming while watching Harry Potter and The Chamber of Secrets and Pirates of the Carribean. I don't deny that I scream at the slightest things. HAHA. They are all really horrifying :/ I am having problems breathing now cause the people on the plane in that show i'm watching now are having problems breathing too. Tsk, I think i'm just really crazy man. I can feel my heart pumping in my throat now. OMG SCARYYYYYYYY.

Oh yea, I am going out with Emelia tmr to queue at the Donut Factory for a few hours just to buy 2 dozens of donuts! Emelia is feeling REALLY excited about this! And we plan to eat KFC as we queue too! IT's just like queuing up damn long just to see some star. HAHA, it's gonna be damn fun tmr! But there's training in the morning first. 8.45am at VJC ): OWELLS.

DONUTS&CAM-WHORING&EATING&FUN :DDDD
CANT WAIT :D

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